Yet, after decades of sculpting my body to perform at such a high degree I now realize that although God was likely pleased that I used my athletic abilities for good purposes (promoting youth health and fitness and putting a focus on some charitable causes), God took no pleasure in this runner's stride. Humbly, I must admit that although I tried to stay focused on God throughout the miles, adventures and media interviews, I certainly had moments when my focus turned to me and the attention and/or accolades I would receive due to my efforts. In short, I took pride in my self-sufficiency as I dominated over large landscapes with my runner's stride. Yet, such self-sufficiency is not what pleases God, but rather our ability to acknowledge dependence on Him. As it is written in Psalm 147:10-11...
Those of you who have followed this blog over the years know that I've had occasions of hinting toward future ultra-endurance challenges. Deliberate and Scripture-directed time with God in recent months has shown me that my focus needs to be on family and faith, and that is what I will be doing with my future strides.
In four weeks I'll be blowing out the candles on my 58th birthday cake, and I am incredibly grateful to God for the ministry He has given to me as Director of Faith Formation at a Catholic church; as a husband to my lovely wife Kelley; as a father to four amazing adult children, and step-father to three other wonderful adult children and a high school Freshman; grandfather to several grandkids; and being the youngest of 7 siblings -- and all of us are blessed to still have my parents healthy and well in Alaska. I've run many different courses in life and God has truly taught me many lessons along the way... even when I've had to backtrack now and then and traverse some rough terrain to finally learn a lesson.
Let's take a closer look at Psalm 147:10-11. What delights the Lord? The verses tell us that He does not delight in the strength of the horse and He takes no pleasure in the legs of a man. The Lord takes pleasure in those who fear Him, in those who hope in His mercy. We take great interest in the power of God’s creation, whether it is the strength of a horse or the strength in the legs of a man. God created these things, but they are not what fundamentally delights Him. The Lord takes pleasure in those who fear Him -- the reverence and trust of His people. Those who find their hope in His mercy delights God, because they honor Him with their trust. It pleases God when we hope in His loyal love, His loving kindness.
Yes, when it comes to me... God is not impressed with my legs.
Please understand, taking pleasure in the beauty of the symmetry of a well-formed human leg is not the point here. Most of us are impressed with the weight-lifter whose massive legs and shoulders allow him to dead-lift 1,000 pounds or more, or an Olympic sprinter who can run the 100-meter dash in less than 10 seconds. God is happy to see us use the gifts He gives us. However, God is not impressed by the extremes of human achievement.
The Apostle Paul tells us, "Try to learn what is pleasing to the Lord." (Ephesians 5:10) With the years I have left in this life, I definitely want to please God. Over many decades of running (sometimes aimlessly), it really all comes back to Psalm 147:11 where the Psalmist mentions the two qualities of character as pleasing to God: (1) fearing God; (2) putting hope in His mercy (steadfast love). "Fearing" God sounds pretty negative, but we need to understand it. "Fear" here doesn't mean "terror." Rather it means something like "be in awe of." A God-fearer is one who cares more about offending God than offending people. Some are swayed by the values of their peer group or their culture. However, the one who fears God is swayed by what he or she knows about God -- what pleases Him and what angers Him.
As I continue down life's road, I'll do so humbly and with reverence to God while keeping Romans 12:3 in mind: "Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgment." Essentially, the Apostle Paul is telling us not to think we're better than we really are, but to be honest in our evaluation of ourselves. That's a good lesson to learn before too many mileposts get behind us.
From Him, Through Him, For Him (Romans 11:36),
Paul J. Staso
- United States in 2006 (3,260 miles solo in 108 days at age 41)
- Montana in 2008 (620 miles solo in 20 days at age 43)
- Alaska in 2009 (500 miles solo in 18 days at age 44)
- Germany in 2010 (500 miles solo in 21 days at age 45)
- The Mojave Desert in 2011 (506 miles solo in 17 days at age 46)
- Various Photos From Mileposts Gone By
- Students Worldwide Who Ran With Me Virtually
- Roadside Sights From My Running Adventures
- Some Cycling Moments From The Past